It has been another really loooong and exhausting week again... I am really mentally tired and the past few weeks really have been a strain. Dealing with issues and difficult people.... you know sometimes it just amazes me 1) how childish people are 2) why some people hv such big egos 3) why some ppl think so great of themselves and don't see that it is wrong to treat others badly 4) why some people have 2 faces and then accuse others of hvng 2 faces 5) why i always end up being conned by this 2 faced people!!!
Nowadays, I find myself just looking forward to the weekend - but then even during the weekend my mind is still on the office and I end up not getting any rest at all. Even though I leave the office everyday at 5.30pm or 6pm, I end up bringing work home which I dont mind. But I also bring back more - worries and issues that just won't stop bugging me. I really am living, eating, breathing and sleeping Comfori!!!! My thoughts during the day are always revolving around the office and every night my dreams are about the office.
It really is exhausting and draining. When I wake up in the morning, I don't feel rested at all because my mind didn't get a break!
I know as a Christian, I should cast all my burdens unto the Lord and leave it in His hands and not worry, but it's really difficult to do that! I envy and admire people like Aunty Rosie who are able to just let go of the issues and concerns and troubles and leave it to God and not harp on it or worry about it all the time! Why is it so hard for me to do that??!!
I really need to try to stop dwelling and start trusting more and more. Lord Jesus, I truly need your guidance.!
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