Friday, March 27, 2009

A New Path

I need something new in my life. A new job... Well not a whole new job since I dont want to leave Comfori now but I mean something on the side.. to earn extra money.

The economy is affecting our business and in turn affects my income. I am struggling now. My credit card bills are increasing and my savings account is depleting.

I need a 2nd income - I need to clear off my debts and save money.... anyone have any ideas??

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Long time

It has been a month since I last blogged. I was super busy getting ready for NY, and then enjoying NY and then catching up with work after that.

Ivan has been sick since we came back.. the change of weather I guess. We went up to Gentings on Sunday and back today. The cold is nothing after being in NY!

Work has been annoying for me... seriously.. i guess its the stress from the PHilippines office screwing things up and then people in the KL office who are either very childish, or egotistical or lazy or just.. irritating! Why cant people just grow up and learn to work together and stop trying to put others down and acting like the King of the World!

Sadly i notice lately that I am getting more and more disillusioned with work... I wonder if this is the place for me anymore.. this is sad for me because I thought that Comfori was where I finally belonged but lately i just feel like I have to drag myself to work everyday. Well, i have felt this before when i was going thru the shit of having people attack me and make up vindictive lies about me but i always got over that.. but now, its been a few months and I still feel the same way.

All I want is to be able to do my job and work with people and just go on with life but there are people who are not happy unless they are picking on others or always getting their way, putting down others or spreading fall gossip about others. Why why why?? Is it so hard to go to work and do your job and have fun? Why must they keep doing this?

After 3 years of this kind of crap here, I am getting tired. Tired of the fight and struggle. Everytime we solve one issue and get past the damage, another person comes along to cause more problems. And it is never ending. And I dont feel like I have the support from the one person in the office i need it from - in fact the trouble maker seems to get the support. And it is hard. And unfair.

Ok I am rambling. Signing off. Hopefully i am in a more positive mood the next time I blog